Mol ❤️ on Instagram: "Continuing not to sugarcoat the absolute EVIL and reality that is cancer. I have had THE worst 24 hours of my entire life on my final bag of chemo for this round. My whole upper body, face as you can see and especially chest where the tumour is, swelled up to double the size and I felt like my head and whole upper body was about to literally burst and explode. Never ever in my life have I experienced distress and pain like this. The chemo is literally poison to kill the cancer and geez it is literal poison. I’ve been hallucinating and having nightmares of the devil, been waking up screaming in pain and confused where I am. Cancer is EVIL. They’ve had to knock me out with the strongest drugs possible as I’ve felt like asking them to just kill me it was that bad. I can’t even count or name the drugs stabbed in me to try and counteract the side effects. I’m hoping the cancer is screaming inside of me getting blasted. It feels like a demon inside of me trying to get exorcised." | Zootzle
